What to Listen?

My heart tells me we’ll never be apart
But my mind tells me it’s upon us
Upon us like a rain cloud over our day
Upon us like a hawk, a youngling it’s pray
My heart tells me we’ll never be apart
But my mind tells me love has long but past us

Loneliness

Young Lion cub I’m still afraid
Because everybody’s going to leave anyways
And I’ll be stuck here in my valley
The valley I built for me and my soul mate
Only my imprint on the flower bed
Only broken peddles on my broken spirit

I’m afraid I’ll never get to escape
Because to escape is to have everything you need
And the only thing that can take that away
Is everything else

Philosopher Kings

Let beauty only shine in the reflection of truth
Under smogless skies the individual breathes
Learns grace, learns love and is taught to fly
Apart from society from birth
Destined to pave roads he will never walk on
Write words never read until he is long gone
Never shall the philosopher kings reign
Never shall mans mind stray from present days

Sorrowful Breath

The hand it clenches and holds
Squeezes tight, takes breath from the soul
A wall that can’t be torn
An emotion of which you can’t be sure

In clear words I am not a peace
Such a concept has never seemed so far from me
The words I create escape me
She has never seemed so far from me
Thus, the more her breath, takes me

Coffin Door

Fingers bleed from scratching my coffin door
My finger nails are broken and torn
Empty air gives my lungs a firery sore
Above me my love she morons
I give her a year before she shows her true inner whore
I just a tattered memory washed up on shore
I’ll always regret knowing the word more
Oh why, oh why did I shut my own coffin door?

Fatal Tranquility

The living take the breaths they’ll never swallow
To fill their lungs of a greed of false happiness
To create a fire of fatal tranquility
A fire that burns the blind ones with unfair chances
Make no mistake, temporary happiness as an equal opposite side

Raven

When will the black rain end?
When will the black reign end?
When will the rains reign end?
When will the raven swoop again?
When will the worms learn to fend?
When will these dark memories mend?
When will I be able to love again?

Holes

The hands escape the holes from beside my bed
Laugh wickedly then approach my head
These hands they carry
Dark thoughts of beautiful fairies
A light I can never marry

When will dark thoughts be too heavy to carry?
Sending these hands into the holes
Out of my head and away from my bed

I Am Awake

I can't believe id depravate my own sleep
Why do I choose to avoid dream
And stare into the black world
The colour of misguided saints

It brings moistness to my eye
A drizzle down the hill side
Under the grey sky,
Takes wings and learns to fly
... And spreads...

In the background adagio it plays
The feeling of your soul in empty space
Of a walnut tree shattering over time
I am awake

Artist

No matter the future, no matter if fame
Or misunderstood always the same
I will always be the truest
The truest form of artist
Trapped in suburbia a concrete bee hive
Never reached, never looked upon
I sit here writing my own eulogy
Which, just conveniently happens to be my biography
Composing my own requiem
Transposing emotions to words
Basking in the finest least heard form

Into the Light

I am you, the you, you don’t know
Now follow me and I’ll teach you to fly
Abandon you fears and unchain your eyes
The shadows on the cave wall lie
Now upward we fall into the sky
Into the truth, into the light

Those Who Burn

As I rest my eyes I am propelled into a sleep
With foggy memories that could only belong to a dream
But within this fantasy I found a meaning with reality
What he was astonishes me a mix of a dream a reality
A yellow elephant I saw at first glance
But As I examined him I found two trunks instead of one
Two trunks that meet at first webbed and the parted at the end

He spoke to me deeply but softly
He spoke a code of deep philosophy
He spoke with a twist and a hint of poetry
He told me those who burn still breathe
And those who breathe still have minds of free
And breathe the peaceful air we’ve all come to share
Those who burn still breathe and must be seen as individuals that breathe

I think of what he told me
Those who burn still breathe
Those who burn have minds of free
We all breathe and that’s how we should be seen
I think of what he told me
Those who burn still breathe
And those who burn have love yet to be seen

All We Need

Of where we dance on rainbows
And fly on magic carpets of star dust
We burn industry's material lust
Let the oak tree spring out and let the knowledge grow
Let all good within innocence show

Of a place of pure beauty we tare
A greed we love, backstab and share
To blind hearts eyes of loves and silky hair
Oh if I could, I’d choose to be anywhere

Just two songs, two valley’s built for one
We're left with the equation of true loves sum
Away from the hogs and the war machines
Away from the temporary happiness scene
Just you and I, that's all we need

Ode to Adagio For Strings

A song of a classic case
A perfect preservation of emotion,
Deep within the human soul
Everlasting, through time and era race
Softly in the mind Adagio plays
Softly plays, Adagio for Strings

Souls That Cry

In this forest of crying souls
There's a man who walks alone
He's got one word in his mind
Her name is Suicide

As he fastens the rope
To the tree of last hope
He slips as he ties the only knot he knows

Oh, oh, oh suicide
You're the only one on our side

He steps on a stump
And a sad song hums
Destiny cries out jump

Oh, oh, oh suicide
You're the only one who hears our cries

He's soon to followTo love birds long ago
Those written words that can't be lost

Oh, oh, oh suicide
You're our only chance left
Our only chance of escaping death

In this forest time knows not
And hears no limits of laws
I guess that's why bodies take so long to rot

Oh, oh, oh suicide
You've always been in the back of our minds
"Our" being the left behind

He realizes it's time
Time to end his time
After so many years talking to mimes

Oh, oh, oh Miss suicide
I have to thank you I had a pleasant night
Cause now I’m just another soul that cries
staring into the endless tree line
When do I get my second try?

Apart of Me

You know
If the sun never rose
We'd lie under the stars
And if it was a cloud filled night
We'd kiss in the dark

If there was a boundary between us
I'd hear you in my head
Whisper I love you
And our souls would be wed

If I couldn't have you
I'd dream you
And if I couldn't kiss you
I'd have every reason to, and not to miss you

Dear Poetry

Whether money, whether fame
I will always place you on a pedestal
A pedestal able to trump anything I may gain
I will always recognize you as me
Me in the purest internal form
I will always look at you,
As the inhales and exhales of my soul

My Hearts Near

I always keep my heart near
It's right here, next to my glass of tears
Just left of your broken heart shaped miror
The miror that reflects love into my deepest fears
I always keep my heart near
Just under your rusty shears

Nightmere Mind

If the morning comes you'll die
Why did all the trees go hide
Speaking tongues bite the eyes
Children’s nightmares survive
Fast asleep an easy prize
Don’t you close your eyes or you'll die
In the blackest night there is no time
If the morning comes you die!

Child close your eyes!
In this barren valley you'll be mine!
No ravens, no wolves
Your predators your mind
Don’t fucking close your eyes!

No safety, nowhere to hide
Everyone else is deaf and blind
Come here child so I can take out your eyes!
Your subconscious has lost its mind!

Don’t you know I’m you and your mine!
I’m going to rip you apart from the inside!
If you run ill drag behind
I’m you worst enemy, your mind
I’m the soul slowly going insane behind your eyes
If the morning comes you die!

Born with Names

Under the darkened sky’s
Along the Jagged rocks of crumbling concrete
Two infants they scream

They clash at each other
Biting with gums, hitting with pathetic fists
They breathe anger and tare morality

They grow teeth, grow muscles and forge knives
Cut, bite and bathe in each other’s blood and guts
Crew organs and enrage to their truest forms

Born into themselves no need to be given names
The monuments of innocence of purity have crumbled
The beams of reality were not places in the blue prints
Bound to crumble and break our bones
We tare off our skin and define our race
Place words to law it but paper naturally burns

The victor has been chosen!
The victor’s morality is divine!
The loser forced to the ground
An easy place to be condemned

"We are pure! Our children of innocence!"
They cry as they close their eyes
Evil has been named and shall never triumph
Worth no more but their children to be used as meat
“Who cares, let us feast!"

But, but what if we have lied?
What if all we define is but scribbled lines
What if our conscious minds never strayed far from instinct?
What if we were born already with names?
What if we are and always will be, the same

Labyrinth Eyes of the Mystery Girl

Not even a word to be spoken
Nothing to be said
Your symbolic presence defines beauty

And through a poet your eyes will inspire words
Words to paint the picture of love which isn’t love
But the love I see within my perception of you
Perfect, flawless, and of course beautiful

And I don’t think I should tell you nor could I
Of the poet you inspire within me
And even though my perception creates you perfect
I know the perfection you could provide
Could change my perception

Your eyes so beautiful
Your hair matches in colour
Your smile melts my heart and leaves me clumsy
Not even Shakespeare could describe
How lost I feel in your eyes

Tear shaped Peddles

Look for the girl that drinks poison out of a faucet
With colourful flower eyes
As the years go by the peddles fall and the flower dies
Look over the mountain blocked valley
Where there is no wind to carry the pollen
The one try is up

Picking its peddles praying she loves me she loves me not
She loves me not
After all has come and past you’re stuck in a stubborn mind
Praying to your friends rain and sun
But never again will her eyes blossom
You were not the one

Breathing

What's wrong you’re not breathing?
I’m sorry I lied, no reason to die
Love has bad timing

If I could I would I swear
Press my lips and give you air
I'd kiss you more everywhere
But now you’re to brain dead to even care

Now you lay breathless on the floor
Give me meaningless kisses nevermore
Now that you’re gone I love you more
Fate does not walk through a planned door

Broken Eyes

She restrains my heart with unwanting eyes
I want her love something I may never find
She sits close but the thought of touch stings
As I walk through the vally of hopeless loneliness
Each step takes the flight of another broken wing
Our hearts may never again cling

Daydream

I close my eyes and above me appears a cloud of smog
And a perfectly straight highway going nowhere but destiny
The sides holds infinite cracks and deep pot holes
The colour is in poor shape and is of the saddest grey
With nothing else I can do, no other choice I can make
I am forced to walk this broken road of hopeless reality

I come to a river tainted with industrial filth
Between the jagged edges of rusty shopping carts
The waves they curl white and gain dangerous speeds
The bridge that defeats this river doesn’t look very victorious
The concrete is long passed hopeless and has begun to dissolve
And as I walk across I swear it moves down an inch

After I cross the bridge I can see a white house about a kilometre out
As I pass it I can see the white paint is covered by mud stains
The windows are broken and the boards are slipping
I sense no life inside all I can sense is beauty has died

Just outside the house I see a key
The key is the only thing good thing in this so called dream
It has not a single scratch and across it reads luxury
As if I couldn’t have guess I swear it’s not bronze but gold
Though temptation I place the key down
This key opens someone else’s destiny

Within an hour my walk comes to an end
My path is blocked my road is cut off by a barrier of realization
In front of me lies a brick wall taller than I will ever reach
I can't see the state of the road beyond it or even if there are any people
All I can see is its sky, perfect blue with the beautiful sun it shines
Though the sun’s rays warm me I reject them quickly
For the feeling of love, of content would only drive me to hate my reality the more
I realize everything this wall means, everything it stand for
And the answer is quiet simple, blue sky’s don’t belong to me

Secert

I am the darkness within every blue sky
The tear forming in every shining eye
The reason a single word can make one cringe or cry
The secert within every lie, the sadness in every cry
From live to die, I am punishment in perfect design
I am the single rain cloud in everyones sky

Painful Smiles

Why, why do these blue skys carry the rain
Why does happiness bring me pain
Why do loves eyes cut me
And let my blood be strained
No matter how much I cloud my mind
I can never get away

Kiss My Eyes

Kiss my eyes and let serenity ingulf my soul
Let me see orchids never seen before
Tell me its okay as we fall into the sky
As if never before, the sun has shined
Paralize me and let me sink into your eyes
Tell me its okay to spend forever memorized
If emotions are high then our love if the stars
The stars that we'll chose to colapse and fall
kiss my eyes, draw me with your angel call

Endless Archive

Life is but a single page in an endless archive
Touched upon briefly
Then stored away in a dusty shelf
Destined to stain and grow frail
Until it is dissolved and it is lost
Forgotten over forever
Never recorded, never significant
And within a moment after,
Questioned if it ever existed

Pig Fetus

The pigs fetus hangs on the ceiling
The children run in separate ways
Vinegar runs down their cheeks reddening their swollen eyes
They run to their mothers, to see what they say
Their voices quiver as they tell their children

It! It means there will never be another sunset
Ignorance has caught onto our human stench
You gotta run, run away
Dont you know the is devil on his way

Love! Beautiful love has become forsaken
Shaking euphoria is dangerous play
You gotta run, run away
The darkness in their eyes

Catch up, catch up, well you're to late
The angels have flown away
Drowning themselves in their own cowardly ways
By now I’d say they're in the sea of hate
Stabbing their eyes erasing the promises they once made

Well, well it would have been as easy as cutting a rope
But who would we have chosen to go first
The human gift is the ability to think for yourself
Unfortunately it doesn’t go past anyone else

You gotta run, run away
Cause now the pig fetus is out of breath
It’s only choice is to eat us
I don’t know about you but I blame them

Now the sunset has gone away
And all our mothers have done the same
It’s up to us to change this place
To bad humans always forget their mistakes

Heavens Eyes

I saw Heaven today
When I looked into your eyes
And that’s how I know, it’s not in the sky

And that’s how I know, rain only exist so
Light can make a rainbow glow
And that’s why clouds cover the stars of the night sky
So dove’s can fly in the pink morning sky

And that’s how I know heavens not in the sky
Because Heaven lies in true loves eyes

Around the Time the Flowers Bloom

I choose a life calm, away from the noise of cars
Let me lay in nature around the time the flowes bloom
Let sunshine and simple beauty carry my soul through
Become the gental water and show me a peace that is true
Send me to that sacred world of far
Show me love beyond the stars

Paris Street Lights

My mind of beauty seeps through this society’s ideology
Beyond its deluded reality
As my mind try’s to define beauty
I see a girl walking in the snow alone
Under the Paris street lights

Without cars tainting the pure white snow brown
And without people yelling trying to define pure
She simply just walks with a hint of sadness
Nothing to cheer her shy smile
No love to shine through her brilliant brown eyes
She just simply walks, under the Paris street lights

She lets the gentle snowflakes fall and rest in her hair
The more I watch the more I realise
All she does is walk along this never ending bridge
Nowhere to go, nowhere to be but under the Paris street lights

As I am forced back into this grey reality
I begin to hear the sound of passing cars
I hear the people of doomsday preaching purity
I miss the image of white snow along the road
I miss the noise of nothing but most of all
I miss true beauty, walking under the Paris street lights

My Own

Her soul shines like the glistening sun
Leaves me dumb and sinks my heart,
As if it were a ton
Connecrt the purpose, meaning for the soul
And seal every word you need to say with you enchanted tongue

In another state of mind we are one
The wind it kisses my mind
As her hair, it gently blows
Gives me secrets to everything we strive to know
Call it destiny, God, whatever
I am my own

Majestic Girl

She seems out of place like the moon in the morning sky
Yet behind her the sun is on the rise
To give her an aura of all emotions and colours that make us cry
Her eyes are brighter than wonder itself
As she walks the earth falls apart
Or perhaps is just my heart
Her chest clearing smile is the only true art
It has only been a moment but i know, we will never be apart